"You wanna have some fun? Well I might just be the funnest person you'll ever meet...and the hardest person to kill."
~Trona, All Hail Lord Endgame RP
Trona is everybody's friend. She knows how to make everyone happy or mad, which is what makes her popular on both sides. She knows when to be the kind one, the wise one, the fun one, or the serious one. She is all four combined. She knows how to be in all kinds of situations. But her two ways to first grab anyone's attention is with fear or kindness. With the Decepticons, she used fear, patience, and kindness. Their methods and personalities were aggressive and challenging to pass through, but she likes a challenge and she had plenty of time on her hands. She isn't afraid to be herself, and quite loves the attention she gets from them as a unique specimen.
As strong as she is- both physically and mentally -their remains a big weakness: Trona is emotionally vulnerable. Once you have earned her trust, she will do everything to make sure the trusts stays. Betray that trust and love she allows you to have, you break her. There is a huge hole in her large heart that she allows to be filled with the friendships she makes with the Bots and Cons. Trona may be one of the most tough characters, but she also one of the most emotional.
It's not like she isn't confident enough. She has complete faith in her abilities, physically and mentally. No matter how many people tell her not to be, Trona is very hard on herself. Whenever she is hurt, she creates a loophole in which she believes she deserved it. Because of her unrevealed past to the world, she doesn't feel like a hero to most. True, she knows she can save the day every now and then, but a true hero is what she strives to be. And because she shuts herself down so many times, Trona experiences episodes of depression that form into suicidal thoughts. Most things pass by her unchanged, like lack of recognition, respect, or being insulted. She can wave them away like the dust, but no one should ever pack the feelings inside long enough that they explode at the wrong time. Her real emotions she must put aside for everyone else's problems. And then they pile up and detonate into terrible feelings. There isn't a lot she can do about this unhealthy behavior. She has a job to do and has been doing it for a long time. Nothing can distract her; there's no time to pity herself. Trona doesn't matter to Trona as much as she should.
A Second Chance: Fanfiction
“No soldiers life is wasted in war.”
All Hail Lord Endgame: Roleplay
"Icebreath is second in command, so she will command the second I'm gone."
"If you wish to turn back, you may. But this is the way I've always wanted to die: protecting the ones I love."
"I don't get rid of my care for someone just because they don't care about me."
"I wish there was a way I could help him. I wish I could help...everyone...But I can't."
"Anyone can change, Endgame. Change happens gradually and not too sudden. People can have quick realizations during a trial and want to change immediately. But it takes time to completely create a new lifestyle. Then again, nobody can be forced to change. No one can choose how you live your life but you. I believe you can change, but the question is do YOU think you can change? And do you want to?"
"Back when I first began as a different kind of human, I felt completely overwhelmed with everything. I could not decide which type of emotion hurt me the worst. But I always thought that physical pain didn't hurt as much as the mental and emotional...Then I realized I shouldn't be hurting myself, as it wouldn't take the pain away, but prolong it. If we cannot live with pain then we cannot live at all. There is no life without trials and suffering. I wanted to be strong enough to outlive the pain. And I did."
"Oh, WOW. You almost got me there. For a second I thought you were worried that I was gonna die- which I wasn't -but noooo."
Ocean Waves and Tides of Cybertron: Roleplay
"Even after everything you have done, I'm glad enough to have you in this universe. Because of people like you, I know what real loyalty and love is. That is how I know you will never win. You will never bring the universe to darkness, because you have revealed so much light."
"I'm no hero, Strafe. The real ones died long ago. I'm simply a survivor who eventually gives a scrap."
"I will also remember this, my dear. In the future, I can see how your choice will be handled by consequence. For that I will always pity you."
"You have mastered the art of annoyance. I may have to provide you a list of dead friends so that you can spit on their graves, and come up with more original insults."
"And there is one thing I am certain of you, Sundor: I do not mourn for you. Most of my enemies were once friends, and vise versa. In the past, I would've negotiated with you to try and give you another chance to turn back from this path. If you break my spark and take it for granted, I try to win it back...but I am not sad for your choice, no...I am pissed."
"You're right. It is hard. Life isn't easy...I don't know why they do those things to us. Maybe the same reason we do things: because it's what we know, what we don't know, what we love, or what we fear. For me, I know darkness cannot thrive, I do not know how to stop it, I love my friends, and I fear their deaths. Those are my reasons for living. Nothing can take them away from me. Even when the pillars are knocked down, the memory of them lives on...they cannot take everything from you, Strafe. Some things cannot be replaced, lost, or taken...Blue Flare is one of them... I will help you, Strafe. As much as I can, but I can't do everything. We can help each other take down another level of darkness; broken people against the ones who broke us. Let's go take back what they tried to take from us."
"The terrible truth is humanity and the many creatures of this universe eventually hurt others for their own needs."
I don't really know that I can save them... Not all of them... I don't even know if I can save Flare after I have lost her so many times. I have never known for certain that I could fulfill all my promises... But I have always hoped. Hope is all I can promise.
Do not let any lives be lost in vain. Do not let any sacrifice go unrewarded. Do not let me fail my people.
I will finish this enemy. I will end this war. I will help the innocent and free the suffering. I will not be forced under another monster’s foot. I will not allow lives to be lost in vain. I will defend the defenseless. I will do what I can for as long as I can.
All I want is peace… is that too much to ask for? Is that too big of a dream for my planet and theirs? Why am I Prime? Why?!